The Earthquake

This was saved as a draft from 2016. I just read it… I sit here thinking to self, I wrote this and I didn’t publish it. Now I’m ready to publish.

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“I need an earthquake

shake me until it breaks me down

I’ve giving You everything

My pride’s crashing to the ground

Shattered my walls

my kingdom falled

I don’t wanna wear this crown no more”

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And that earthquake did happen, bringing me closer to God than I ever been. Over ten years of counseling at the VA, they haven’t helped me. But these past few months I’ve spent in Church, reading his scriptures and praising his name has helped me overcome the pain thats been weighing me down. I can not do this alone. I can’t keep putting my faith in people to help me overcome the issues I’ve been battling. No I need him to help me overcome them all. I need his guidance and in his guidance I have found acceptance and love.

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I testify He has been there by my side all of my life. I could have died at the hands of those who tried, I could have died at my own hands but God kept me alive. He has something far more important for me to do. Maybe it’s to help those have hope to continue their faith.

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All I Know, What I believe, He, our God holds it all.